Me & My Studies......

From last two weeks i m trying to study hard but i cant. Don't know why???   Is this happened with me intentionality or unintentionally?                                

From last two weeks i m out from home sometimes just because of my friends and sometimes just because of some household works. Study is an important factor in our life specially this time because its my last year. By knowing all the factors i m trying my best  to study hard but at the end found no result. 

Daily when i wake up i take a promise that today i start doing study but as usual same thing happened that either someone called me up or i m not interested. In both the cases the total lost is mine. but what to do?? Even i know that my exams are close and on in the month of May. but still me and my friends are being so careless .And want to add one more thing that this year is so boring and worst  then my last two years. 

My parents are so worried and disappointed from me. They are also trying to realized me this thing everyday that this year make Ur future well so please concentrate on studies, but dont know y cant i??

On the whole day i m playing games or doing chatting with my friends or busy in updating my status on FB (which is  more important for all of us so that people can know that what is going on with us:: :p)..........but now its all over. I realized that this year is more important: if i want to score gud marks and  to make my parents proud i have to make my self strong and  get back to my work and start doing studies from heart with  full concentration and dedication.....

Hope God will Help me in my this GOOD DEED.... 

Experience of Life...

Soft and gentle without a cause, 
running towards a light that moves,Where to go after a pain like this and what to do because It’s hard to say the right thing at the right time........
when all you want to do is express who you are........

Pain, sorrow and anger are all words create sometimes some problems.
How do you know when to say a word or keep your mouth shut?
Kind words are less spoken in these times and
more and more people are hurt by it than actions.
It dries a HEART that was ones filled with love for others and now where does it lead.
Caring has been put aside and anger and deceit has risen but why does this occur in such a violent way!!!!!
It opens doors that should have been kept shut
and closes doors that should be open;
One brick at a time they say In the end the wall around you will be finished and you’ll be safe from the world outside.........Now the choice is, who to let in and who to keep out So many people and so little trust;
Open eyes and closed mouth.
All you see is a fading LIFE from colour to white to grey and grey to black, Slowly but surely life will seize to exist and home is where I’m headed and
no one can stop it;


Words from the heart is better said
than words without a heart.

Friend's Surprise Birthday Party........

Such an Awesome SUNDAY.......

Gt up early in the morning via P's mobile call. He called me today at 8:30 a.m. and ask "Hey Veera!! r u cuming for watching a play at Pitampura.....Did Raj Called You  regarding this  or not....I am waiting for her....but dont know why she is not replying......" and as usually everything was decided from last two days.that if P called us w'll said no to him for everything...so i do that..

Then i called each and every one (ADI, MiNi, ViKcY, He-MaN,) to let dem know that "YES P IS COMING".

After dat i got a call from Sheoran about the plan details and i tell him and he said that he and P will be there (KASHMIRI GATE METRO STATION) at10. So i was in rush to make myself ready asap but i was late....Around 9:45 Adi called me and said : "YAAR MAIN TO YAHAN PAR PAHUNCH BHI GAYA PAR TUM SAB TO ABHI GHAR SE BHI NAHI NIKLE" Sub K***TE ho mujhe pehle bol diya pahunchne k liye aur khud abhi ghar par hi baithe ho??? 

(Funny situation dat one of our frnd is on time at the place..or other  r late)....but i joined him early. I immediately went out from my home to take the step towards the metro station but i think his luck was bad cauz Metro was not on time.....on each evry station between Shastri Nagar to Kasmiri Gate Metro take 5-6 min but atlast at 10:30 i joined him at Kasmii Gate.

Adi looks cool today & i told him but he ignored my comment. Anyways after that he asked me to go to Nirulas to confirm about d CAKE for P's Surprise B'day Bash. And i was wondering that he dont the ways of Kasmiri gate. He make a fool of me three times. Because .He is BHASIN SAHAB jo kisi ki nahi sunte bus apni karte hai.....(when u read this u'll know abt wat i m talking)....Den i ll take him to Nirulas cauz I know all the ways and He follows me (Proud : P). ......and we got to know that there were no bday cakes in Nirulas and Fast Trax as well...& Adi starts his BAKBAK about this situation that: 

"Maine to pehle he kaha tha k yaha par koi jagah nahi hai par tum sab log hi aise ho>>>>>>Blablablablabla*****************************>>>>>>*.then fianlly Mini came with a YUMMY CHOCOLATE CAKE and join us and after some time Vikcy too.....and den we were started waiting for Birthday Boy who is cuming with Sheoran. 

 Then mini got a call from p and she or Vikcy joined both of them (P * Sheoran) at Gate no 7. Me, Adi and Heman  was at other gate to gave him surprise......and when he (P) was talking to them (Mini, Vikcy ans Sheoran we both of three catch him from his back side and gave him such a big SURPRISE..........and he was SHOCKED to know that we all were there to gave him surprise.......HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATTY.

And one of our friend Rohit join us late ....

We celebrates P's birthday at Fast Trax......and had a wnderful moments wid lots of pics and videos captured by ADi & Heman and Vikcy 2.....

After that we plan to go to CP.(my frnds knows its Full form) but unfortunately Vikcy had to go back due to some personal problem and he left us at KASMIRI GATE..but we all missed him alt. We all step forward towards the CP and ate some Yummy food at SHANKER MARKET..... (CHOLE CHAWAL, RAJMA CHAWAL, KADI CHAWAL, SHAHI PANEER CHAWAL, with a plate of 2 of Chole Bahture.....) Yummy food ate with lots of masti with frnds. And then the real masti was started.....we had a scary mask  and P and Sheoran wore that mask on the way and make people laugh by their strange behavior & Nonsense Talk............But we all LOVE HIM Specially For THIS........M..u.u.u.u.u.u.u.u.u.uaaaaaaaaaaahh.

 We had "CHUSKI PAN" also at CP and enjoyed alot  at that place....cant describe that moment in brief..

Finally the masti was over and we all come back to home......around 5 p.m. by signing off to each and every one at Rajiv Chowk.

Such a wonderful day with friends.........Love you all........and hope to have this type of day with all of you my dear one friends daily .......... 

But wanna say once again........HAPPY BIRTHDAY PADDY......

True Love:- Makes u Crazy

Love is defined as when you seek and foster the goodness of others in the context of their concrete situations. And as per my views that statement can be interpreted in many different ways. 

There are many different types of love: self-love, friendship love, erotic love, parental love, love of nature, romantic love, and God’s love. 


1. Self-love is when you love yourself, not vainly, but just caring about yourself and you well being. 


2. Friendship love is when you and another person love each other in a platonic way. 


3. Erotic love happens when two people want to join together in union in both body and mind. 


4. Parental love is the affirmation parents make about their kids. It’s an unconditional love because parents love their kids no matter what bad things they do. 


5. Love of nature is when you respect all of God’s creations, and nurture them. 


6. God’s love is the love that God has for us. 


7. Finally Romantic love is a  friendship love only on a much deeper level. The two people care about each other so much that they only want to be with each other. Like as i have with My someone Special......






In romantic love you love a person on a much deeper level....or in that you forget all the negative points of your partner. whether he or she makes you feel gentle, happy or with him you feel that you are on a cloud 9 or a 7....but somehow someway at the peek point you think that how much this happiness remains with you??






Naturally, this is one of the first agreements we make with ourselves. It also has a way of funneling many of our perceptions to a negative polarity, in that when we look to others for acceptance and it does not occur. No one can decide for another individual what is what. Yet the mind casts its shadow upon such events and leads the feeble creature to believe otherwise. Perhaps we are just turning away from feelings we do not want to deal with. Upon close examination of relationships in ones life, it is very likely that love had little to do with the beginning or end of any of them. 

Obviously there is no purpose in your life, otherwise you would not live in the past"

No one else in this world can show you the path of love. Its a internal feeling which you found when you met a person and at that time your mind and heart automatically structs you badly and then you automatically think about him......and after so much trying to stop yourself to think about him, you cant stop or beat your self. As i felt this after 4 years also.....

Love cannot be explained in words, only feelings. It is simply to complex for humans to understand through words. The only way a human can possibly understand love is to have been in love at one point and time. To most love is a noun, but to me love is a verb. 


In order to realize what true love is, it has to be displayed through actions. The actions displayed are not always positive as we read in what we talk about when we talk about love. True love is exhilarating, confusing, emotional, exhausting, and full of give and take (which i believe). People often do things that they realize they do not want to do. They do it just because they want to make the other person happy


It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.


I dont know that i am right or wrong..evn dont know that in future he will be mine or not..but  the thing which i know is that   i love him..I love him from the bottom of my heart.....& want him to be mine forever..He is become my soul now......whenever i met him i felt a new part of love from his side. He never hurts  me, always cares me. Please GOD wrote his name in my Dictionary of DESTINY so that no one can dare to make us apart from each other.






Love has become the ultimate pleasure.








By Vrinda Sharma.

For My LOVE....

Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we have earned.

The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
And you are YOU because of me, too

The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.

It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together 
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told.

We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the devil.
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow

A part of me will always be you 
and a part of you will always be me. 
no matter what happens ,that much is certain 
our souls are one until life closes the curtain.

I will love your forever
For worse or for better

You are tattooed in my heart 
And nothing can tear our souls apart.

I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true.

My Life My Truth.. :D)

Bhulna Chaha Tumko par Bhula na Saki 

Yaad ko teri Dil se Mita na Saki,

Tum Jo Ruthe to Bhujh gayi Zindagi....

Phir shama Pyaar ki main Jala na Saki....

Bewafai ne teri mujhe Majboor kar diya,

AAg jo lagayi to main DAMAAN bacha na saki

Mana Main tumhare Pyaar k Kabil nahi,

Bewafa ki tumne aur main WAFAA nibha na Saki.

Dekh liya Saheliyon ko b is tanhai mein,

Bichde Huo ko woh bhi mila na saki,

Dukh hai Mujhe to bus itni si Baat ka,

K Apni bigdi Takdeer main fir bana na saki.......

Bewafaai mujhe Kisi se Gawara na Thi,

Pyaar ki Jhuthi Kasame main kha na saki,

Mere Mehboob Mere Sanam,

Aise Ruthe Ho ki fir Tumhe main Mana na saki..........

HAAL-E-DIL chaha maine sunana bahut,

Par woh bhi kisi ko suna na saki,

Mujhko Itna Rulaya hai Tanhaiyon ne,

Ki khud ko mehfil mein fir Hasa na saki.......

GUM-E-ISHQ tum mujhe dete rahe magar,

Koi Shikwa main apne Hothon par la na saki,

KISMAT ne mujhe Apnaya hai baar baar,

KI KHO KAR TUMHE PHIR MAIN KUCH BHI PAA NA SAKI..........

Thankx 2 u 2 be in my life......

Many times in my life I have disappointed you,
and begun to stray.
But you have pointed me in the right direction,
and sent me on my way.

Many times in my life I've needed a helping hand,
and someone to pull me up.
It was you who gave that helping hand,
and always cheered me up.

Many times I've been sad and down,
and taken it out on you.
But you stood by me and comforted me,
In times that I was bad.

Many times I've needed support,
and to know someone was there.
It was you who held me up,
and showed me how to care.

Many times I've wanted to tell you this,
But never got a chance.
You have helped me out in life,
and got me where I am.

You were there for me through thick and thin,
You never gave up on me and you taught me how to care.
From the deepest of my heart I want to say I love you,
And to thank you for being there for me in times of good or bad.

A day with My LOVE...

I'm so sad and depressed
Its all I want to do is the rest
I go to sleep at night
But with my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want to spent one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more I had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

Please please please BE MINE.......

A poem for my MY Soul MATE

After so long time i was sitting alone in my room nobody is with me  n suddenly i went back in to my best lovable moments which I spent with you in last Three and a half years and go on till the end of my life...

You became my everything n d day is now that i cant live without you....

I know that i m not so good and not so bad...but the thing is that I am Madly in LOVE with YOU. such a true feelings in my HEART for you...and i know that you TOO.

Our meeting was more than a fate, and i think GOD knew that you were my SOUL-MATE...

Your timing is never wrong, and we share a bond which is so strong.....

Our time means alot so much, each moment intensifies the need to a love touch...

Your LOVE has reached my Deepest SOUL, and i want you for a longing Daily hold..

May our Love and need continuously grow, Forever LOVE, NEED , PASSION to each show.

This is how much i feel your love for me now, and want to take my last BREATH in you arms but dont know HOW???

LOVE YOU ALWAYS....

My Love for sumone special.

As I stare at the sky, I see a shooting star and then I think of YOU.......

I made a WISH upon that Shooting star, hoping YOU would LOVE me the way that

I LOVE YOU....

When I looked into your eyes I knew it was true,

I love you and i thought you love me toooo.

Since then i found you, I wish that I will be with YOU,

But I am not and won't stop wishing for YOU...

Day after day I wish.....You hold me tight, KISS me with your soft gentle Lips

And say that You love me......

But every time I see you You are holding and busy with your work all the time.

.and no time 2 talk to me

I LOVE YOU more than words could i say,

 I wish I could hold YOU night and day....

I will Love you always an forever,

Even if you don't LOVE me ever...